Friday, August 1, 2008

Workaholic..


The first day of the month, but today is the last day to achieve target, am I going to reach it? No am not going too, am sure about it.Just thinking why the closing being the last day of month instead of extending it to first of the month.. this is too sad..Whether am happy with the performance? Yes am or am I trying to be happy. I just don`t know, but when people ask me I will tell am happy, because there are some milestones.
This is month my branch is in profit, first time after the branch got opened.. am just three months old in the branch and within this short period am able to do it, something to cheer. I have reduced the cost to the levels I wanted so then the productivity is increased, am happy with the branch performance..but whether am happy with the job...
NO, am not, I being transferred and promoted from another branch offering salary hike and grade change, but what happened, they promoted me to a branch where there is hell lot of problems, but I love being in the middle of problems and coming out of it,and I have done it.The person who is going to come after me, am sure not going to have any problems as such I had, he got more visibility and a customer base to meet the cost without any problem..
What about my salary, its not being revised, it remains the same, I am a person with lot of career dreams.. at last my career dreams is getting a block here, why I have to sacrifice my dreams for the gains of some one else.. I should not. 2 yrs in the organization is going to end with a sad face..
I being considered as an employee with positive attitude now am going in a negative self..Is this my problem... or because problems created by me.
I dont have answers for these sort of questions.